MY GLITCH IN THE MATRIX

I want that inspiration back, that fire in my soul that seemed to spontaneously ignite, just a few short months ago. I was so ready, to take on the world, to do something to make a difference. It felt like a calling, like a sense of magnificence.

I was sure amazing things were just around the corner, in this 3D plane and beyond. So I sprinted out there with a heart full of hope and a magnetic feeling that was certain to draw to me miracles and wonder.

But now, it’s dark again. I can’t find where that hope has hidden. Perhaps it disintegrated into the void. Perhaps it was just an illusion to begin with.

I can’t give up, I won’t give up. Even in the pitchiest dark, there still has to be a spark. Even if the light is crusted over with ash, I can scrape off the resin and start again. I just.. need to find the will to begin again.