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I want it back
I want that inspiration back, that fire in my soul that seemed to spontaneously ignite, just a few short months ago. I was so ready, to take on the world, to do something to make a difference. It felt like a calling, like a sense of magnificence. I was sure amazing things were just around…
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Today, you win, but tomorrow…
Ok, depression, for today, You win. I haven’t the strength to fight you Any longer So just for this night, I give in. I will sooth myself, With comfort and escape, And maybe a nice cup of tea. I will sleep and refresh, Restorative and deep, Until I rouse to an immaculate day. Then it’s…
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Telepathic Beckoning
I ran out into the nightSearching for somethingWhich I couldn’t defineAs if the stars themselves had summoned me.My soul knew emptiness,Sought fulfilmentBut from whom? From what?I did not know.I just knew I had to go…Somewhere.I wandered the streetsSearchingAn energy was pulling meBut the streets were emptyQuiet, not a soul in sightUntilI came upon a corridorWhere…
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Why Am I Here?
I struggle with this a lot. I also fluctuate wildly. Some days I firmly believe I’m being called by the Universe for some type of purpose that is yet to be fully revealed but will become clear to me in time. Sometimes I even feel like I have an idea of what that calling may…
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The Path of an Empath
I’ve been an empath since before I even knew what the word meant. It was something instinctual, and a subtle energy others could sense. As a child, I was always the one my friends would turn to in times of trouble. I would even have adult family members or friends of family who would seem…
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Growth Through Suffering
I’ve been giving a lot of thought to what benefits we can achieve through difficulties. Most of us who are having a human experience will endure hardships during this life. It’s inevitable for the majority of us, and one might say even a necessity for growth. The person who’s always had an “easy life”, who’s…
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Missing My Father
Writing has always been an outlet for me. A way to deal with difficult emotions that I had nowhere else to release. So today’s post will be of a more personal nature, as I continue coping with a loss that still pains me. Three years ago, my father passed away. I watched him go slowly.…
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Waking
Waking With remnants of reverie still holding me Between consciousness of this reality and the one I just emerged from Lucid dreaming or astral travel? I’m not sure which Only that I was there, that every sensation Still lingers Engulfing me Swaddling me in this blanket of energy I feel it, Pulsing Tingling Holding me…
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Silliness is Not Only Acceptable, But Encouraged
I’m going to step out of “profound introspection mode” for a moment to remind everyone that it is also completely okay and also quite necessary to just be silly sometimes. This was prompted by an interesting but slightly odd conversation I had with someone who couldn’t seem to grasp how I could often post deep,…
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Exploring the Depths of Existence
In the realm of personal introspection and philosophical contemplation, delving into the depths of existence can be both a daunting and enlightening journey. As we navigate through the complexities of life, it is only natural to question our purpose, our place in the universe, and the very essence of our being. I am on a…
MY GLITCH IN THE MATRIX 