MY GLITCH IN THE MATRIX

Striding on this plane

Thinking, it’s all a simulation

I’m as real as I can be

Given the current situation

Feeling like an illusion

An apparition trying to feel

That cut through the delusion

And made itself half real

Only half though,

not fully connected

Fear follows close

Screaming “you are rejected!”

Too abnormal to blend

into the hive mind

Too neurodivergent

To understand why

Too stubborn to surrender

So I continue to try

Crumbling into chaos

Until I just break down and cry

Overwhelm envelopes me

A heavy iron blanket

Pushing me back down again

Fuck, I just can’t take it.

Need to find a different route

Stop the simulation-

I want to get out!